Skip, Patch, Eye, Brownie, Chalk
Randall Brown
A prompt, a riddle, as if a story can be found for these
words. Eye, naturally, goes with patch; the chalk and skip a
memory of school, along with the girl in the brown uniform.
Maybe a school for pirates. Maybe a bake sale, a chalk-drawn
hopscotch game, a girl with peace sign patched jeans and an
eye a different color than the other. Maybe the eye of the
needle, a skip as when records are played. Maybe a software
patch. Maybe the chalk for pool cues. Maybe a brownie point
for cleaning the board, the teacher with his eye on the patch
between leg and shorts.
Somewhere Richard Ford said that
stories aren't found; they are made. I don't know. Give me
these words and I find the same thing, no matter how I try to
find something else. It goes like this:
We skip school, drive to the Maryland
border to get beer, walk to a patch of rock in the Gettysburg
National Park, chalk up each beer into the stone with found
bullet casings. Your mother still makes your lunch. You open
it, take out the brownie wrapped up like a present and toss it
off the rock edge into the battlefield, then pass out. I am
alone as the day surrenders to night, and I think about how,
when they come looking for remnants and relics, they will find
that brownie, of all things. But of course they won't. Animals
will find it first. A squirrel, then an owl will find the
squirrel.
It is what it always is. I think
about your mother and my father, the notes we found, their
meetings in places like this one, and how many people have
stared up at the stars and imagined them as something else,
like the blink of an eye, watching the two of us, wasting what
little left we have of childhood on these things.
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